Saturday, November 19, 2011

Update On My MOM

So I haven't written anything about her and her boyfriend...cause I just wanted to forget about it. He had been staying here that whole time. And Nothing had changed. Well I went to the court and got a Order of Protection. So of course he came here, and I called the cops. He has been in jail since that time:) I am so very glad that he is out of our lives. And the court said he is not able to come back, and if he does, its a felony:) So either way, Ill be rid of him! Thank God!

Austenitis: Birthday Party Interview and Giveaway: Wanda Bruns...

Austenitis: Birthday Party Interview and Giveaway: Wanda Bruns...: Welcome to the kick-off of my birthday party! Today, Wanda Brunstetter agreed to visit my blog, and do an interview. And keep reading...ther...

I just wanted to say that Wanda Brunsttetter is a wonderful author and we need more books like this out there! Ones with faith, and god in them and scriptures! So to Wanda...thanks for walking a different path than other writers...:) Jacquie

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The saga of my life....

So yet again, my mom is mad that "Ron" has not called. I guess that he won't even answer her calls? Big f-ing shock there! And now she was yelling at me today because she is mad that I made all this happen? I told her I am good, but damn...not able to make people go away when I want them to, or I would have made my husband, (soon to be ex-husband) leave along time ago.  I would have done it before she slept with him that is for sure! Yeah, I guess I forgot to tell u that, I have been separated from this prize piece of shi*t for over 3 yrs. I know, why haven't I just divorced him?Well, there isn't a good reason, I either don't have the money or when I do have the money, he up and leaves to another state! But I need to do it, I know that! But in the time that I have been separated from him , he decided that he wanted my mom. And I guess she did the same. I still can't believe that my own mother could do such a nasty mean thing to her own child? I need to start that story from the begining...later:)

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My crazy life....

So guess what? After everything that my mom went through last night for "Ron", he called her, she went out with him. They come back to our house...and stay up alllll night (drug refrence) and my grandma gets up and sees that he is here. She gets mad at my mom for having him here. He finally just leaves. I talk to my mom about what is going on with her and him...,he hasen't talked with her since earlier today. I knew he was going to act like that. And yet again she (mom) can't for the life of her understand why? He told he , while he was in jail the he was so very sorry that he treated he so badly, and that when he got out he wanted to start over. Yet the night he gets out we can't find him till later. And then when he does come by, my mom said he just played on his phone and wouldn't pay her any attention? Huh, what a shock? All of this was so clear to me, and this isn't the first time, it happens all the time just like this? Why after so many times, does she still not get it? It makes me sad and mad at the same time. "Ron's" niece had a baby but the state my take it away cause of the drugs in her system, so I thought that I would step in and take it so the baby wouldn't end up in foster care. That just makes me so sad. And my mom has the nerve to tell me that I can't take care of myself let alone of a baby???? I couldn't believe my ears, I helped raise my baby brother, while our mom was having her problems. And I had my own little girl at 22 yrs old? And I still take care of her too? I know my blog isn't interesting, I do it to get all this out. Ya know. But I would love if someone read this and could give me some insite? I just don't know what to do anymore?

Jacquie H. My blog: I think I have a Topic....

Jacquie H. My blog: I think I have a Topic....: "So I am 30 yrs old and my mother in 48, and acts like she is 12. I just don't get it. I know that we all have our problems, and for as long ..."