My crazy life....

So guess what? After everything that my mom went through last night for "Ron", he called her, she went out with him. They come back to our house...and stay up alllll night (drug refrence) and my grandma gets up and sees that he is here. She gets mad at my mom for having him here. He finally just leaves. I talk to my mom about what is going on with her and him...,he hasen't talked with her since earlier today. I knew he was going to act like that. And yet again she (mom) can't for the life of her understand why? He told he , while he was in jail the he was so very sorry that he treated he so badly, and that when he got out he wanted to start over. Yet the night he gets out we can't find him till later. And then when he does come by, my mom said he just played on his phone and wouldn't pay her any attention? Huh, what a shock? All of this was so clear to me, and this isn't the first time, it happens all the time just like this? Why after so many times, does she still not get it? It makes me sad and mad at the same time. "Ron's" niece had a baby but the state my take it away cause of the drugs in her system, so I thought that I would step in and take it so the baby wouldn't end up in foster care. That just makes me so sad. And my mom has the nerve to tell me that I can't take care of myself let alone of a baby???? I couldn't believe my ears, I helped raise my baby brother, while our mom was having her problems. And I had my own little girl at 22 yrs old? And I still take care of her too? I know my blog isn't interesting, I do it to get all this out. Ya know. But I would love if someone read this and could give me some insite? I just don't know what to do anymore?