The saga of my life....

So yet again, my mom is mad that "Ron" has not called. I guess that he won't even answer her calls? Big f-ing shock there! And now she was yelling at me today because she is mad that I made all this happen? I told her I am good, but damn...not able to make people go away when I want them to, or I would have made my husband, (soon to be ex-husband) leave along time ago.  I would have done it before she slept with him that is for sure! Yeah, I guess I forgot to tell u that, I have been separated from this prize piece of shi*t for over 3 yrs. I know, why haven't I just divorced him?Well, there isn't a good reason, I either don't have the money or when I do have the money, he up and leaves to another state! But I need to do it, I know that! But in the time that I have been separated from him , he decided that he wanted my mom. And I guess she did the same. I still can't believe that my own mother could do such a nasty mean thing to her own child? I need to start that story from the begining...later:)

My crazy life....

So guess what? After everything that my mom went through last night for "Ron", he called her, she went out with him. They come back to our house...and stay up alllll night (drug refrence) and my grandma gets up and sees that he is here. She gets mad at my mom for having him here. He finally just leaves. I talk to my mom about what is going on with her and him...,he hasen't talked with her since earlier today. I knew he was going to act like that. And yet again she (mom) can't for the life of her understand why? He told he , while he was in jail the he was so very sorry that he treated he so badly, and that when he got out he wanted to start over. Yet the night he gets out we can't find him till later. And then when he does come by, my mom said he just played on his phone and wouldn't pay her any attention? Huh, what a shock? All of this was so clear to me, and this isn't the first time, it happens all the time just like this? Why after so many times, does she still not get it? It makes me sad and mad at the same time. "Ron's" niece had a baby but the state my take it away cause of the drugs in her system, so I thought that I would step in and take it so the baby wouldn't end up in foster care. That just makes me so sad. And my mom has the nerve to tell me that I can't take care of myself let alone of a baby???? I couldn't believe my ears, I helped raise my baby brother, while our mom was having her problems. And I had my own little girl at 22 yrs old? And I still take care of her too? I know my blog isn't interesting, I do it to get all this out. Ya know. But I would love if someone read this and could give me some insite? I just don't know what to do anymore?

Jacquie H. My blog: I think I have a Topic....

Jacquie H. My blog: I think I have a Topic....: "So I am 30 yrs old and my mother in 48, and acts like she is 12. I just don't get it. I know that we all have our problems, and for as long ..."

I think I have a Topic....

So I am 30 yrs old and my mother in 48, and acts like she is 12. I just don't get it. I know that we all have our problems, and for as long as I can remember my mom's has been MEN! Today I had to take her to Sparks Justice Court to for her friend "Ron". He has been in there for almost 3 weeks. He had been seeing my mother and also seeing his ex behind my mom's back. So "Ron" went back with "Jessica" and my mom was so upset? Why, I just don't know. This girl that he took back is 22 yrs old and looks older than my mom! Oh yeah I forgot to add that in the mix of all there drama, they are all drug addicts! Shocked I know. Anyway, So Jessica is up the street 'blowing' some guy for drugs and Ron storms in and beats Jessica up. He winds up in Jail. And how many time this has happened???To many to count! He then calls my mom and gives her some sob story and she tells me,' I am not going to forget what he did and just take him back." Yeah right, as I roll my eyes! So I have to get up early and take her to his court hearing. Why I have to do this??? I would love to hear from u! So they drop the charges, and he is to be released later today. My mom waits on pins and needles for this man. Then finally at 10 pm tonight we get word the he is relased. So I have to drive her to the jail to pick him up? As I am doing this, I ask her, does he even know that we are coming to get him, or how long ago was he let out? All those questions that u should ask if u going out in the middle of the night to do this! And Guess what....he wasen't there! I knew this, yet she was shocked? And she wants me to give him a chance to explain and be nice to him! I don't get why she can't see that this whole stinking situation is F*cked up? And this is just the newest problem...she acts like this all the time. She will jump for a guy, yet when I was in labor with her first grand child...she could find a way to get there. Now if it is a man, she has told me she will walk or take the bus? What is wrong with that picture?
I just wish that she could see how it looks to the rest of the world?

My First Blog......

Well....
I am not sure where to start. I saw this on my Gmail account so I thought I would try it out. Everyone else is:) I am not sure what to 'blog' about? Today is my day off, I am 4 days away from attending my cousin's wedding. This Saturday. She is getting married to a really really great guy. I am so happy for her, and him. They are so happy. I have never helped plan a wedding before, and let me tell u, it is so stressful and hard!!! I now know why that the brides act so crazy. Right now I am supposed to be looking for a ring for her soon-to-be husband. I guess I need to do that:) I  will try to 'blog' some more later. Thanks for reading. And if anyone has any suggestions....please let me know:)